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    November 29

    Results not typical...Phooey!

    Weigh in was good, we had a meeting today and talked about anchors.  I shared my jeans story and was very happy to talk about it.  A couple people told me how well I was doing on the way out and my mom said to the one lady, "She's my anchor!" talking about me!  I am glad people are encouraged and motivated by seeing I can do it.  It's why I continue to share my losses and my total loss....so people can see that the "results not typical" disclaimer doesn't mean "results not possible."
     
    TOM is here this week and I know it's messing with me.  I have been hungrier than usual and feel a little weak in the hand mouth coordination dept.  As in my had puts everything in my mouth.  Hopefully this will be the low spot in my up down cycle and NO gain next week.  I tend to have big loss, then smaller than smaller then gain then big loss again.  Guess I will have to work extra hard this week to make it a good one!
     
    OH and I set a new goal.  150 lbs down by my birthday.  My birthday is Feb 16 2006.  I was just thinking too that I usually get clothes for my birthday and I would like to be able to buy jeans in the 20's (sizes) as the ones I bought were 32's.  28, 26, whatever, that would be my goal.  So it's not a wimping out goal, there are 10 weeks till then, and doing the math I need to average a 4.12 lb loss a week each weigh in.  That might be a bit much for me, but you never know!  Sometimes I lose like 7 lbs in a week and sometimes just 1 or 2.  Either way 1% is still just under 4 lbs and I am going to strive for this anyway.  It will help me get through the holidays too knowing I can't afford the gain.  Should be interesting!

    Wk 32 Ticker

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    November 27

    Today I went to buy pants

    and I found a pair of JEANS! 
     
     
    I tried them on and managed to get them done up and I started to get emotional.  I went out and said to roomie, "Look what I am wearing!" Smiling through my tears and ran back into the change room.  I didn't even try any more on I just bought them and a black pair of pants.
     
    I haven't had jeans since I was a kid.  And even then I think they were really just denim coloured cotton pants.  My best friend has always said she wanted to see me in a pair of jeans.  When I told her tonight she got a little emotional too!  She is so proud of me!  I can't wait to wear my new jeans somewhere!  Work tomorrow for sure!  I wa wearing them around the house so I could take pictures and damn did it feel good!
     
     
    What a great NSV!  Oh and they were a 32 at penningtons!

    Wk 31 Ticker

     

    Didn't work as hard this week...but still a loss!

    November 15

    100 lb lost reward!

    There are pictures posted of my new tattoo!
    November 14

    Wk 30 Ticker

     
     
    November 07

    100 down!

    I DID IT!  I HIT  100 LBS DOWN!  THE MEETING WAS AWESOME AND I GOT 10 10 LB STARS AND ANOTHER 50 LB RIBBON AND A CERTIFICATE FOR WEIGHT LOSS OF 100 LBS AS WELL AS THE LEADERS AND SECRETARIES GOT ME A PINK CARNATION!  i AM THRILLED!  HERE ARE SOME PICS OF ME AFTER I GOT HOME WITH MY STUFF!

    I'm freaking out!

    I weigh in tomorrow and I don't think I am going to be down!  Last week was the first week I registered on my scale at home and it matched WW exactly.  So now I am showing up a wee bit over that, or the same.  I really need to lose 2 lbs to hit my 100 down this week!  I have my heart SET on it.  I have been on my period and have still worked out and have been pretty good with the eating except for a bunch of popcorn on sunday, but even that I should have walked off since I walked 11 km yesterday when i usually average 7 or 8. 
    I worked out today as well and have followed plan well.  I jsut don't think I am going to lose 2 lbs overnight!  I want this sooo bad!  I wonder if sunday and popcorn and eating some stuff at the bar did me in....god if it did with the effort I have put in I am not going to try anymore for a bit cause I mean you have to have fun sometime!  I tend to have a pattern of a big loss then a smaller loss then minor loss then gain then big  again...I just need 2 lbs!!!!!!!!!! 
    I sat down to eat some stuff tonight and was going to have popcorn...salt and vinegar popcorn.  I started eating it then realized that the salt would probably have the opposite effect of what I want...and bloat me and make me retain water and I ate a few handfuls and had to out loud TELL myself to stop and put it away.  I am drinking water like mad right now to flush my system out a bit for tomorrow and am praying to the scale gods that they give me the 2 lbs I worked for this week. 
    I have realized that this was the worst time I could become all excited about my being able to use the scale cause now I am obsessing and normally I would go in hoping for the best not knowing the outcome...now I feel like I am going in to fail!

    NSV!

    Well on sunday night I went out to karaoke and my roomie and I were waiting out front of our building for our ride.  It was getting chilly so I went back upstairs for my winter coat.  It was the first time I had put it on since last year and wow.....it's almost TOO big!  Last year I could do it up...but well only if necessary. 
     
    My other NSV is when we were driving home...we saw someone had been pulled over up ahead and I thought, I better pull my seatbelt over so I at least look like i have it on.  Well...it FIT!  I couldn't believe it!  It probably has fit for some time now and I never thought to even check!  That really hit me funny...I am actually smaller than I think and have underestimated my lost inches!  It's so exciting!